getting up

Assalamualaikum wbt

I can be a jerk sometimes.
when you see me in those times, please, make me come to my senses.
I don't want to be a despicable nor a useless person.
but, I know I can't do it alone.
If I push you away, please, don't give up on me.

because I know what true friendship can do to you.
how much it can affect oneself. how much it can change you. in so many wonderful ways.
I can honestly say that I've never been a true friend to anyone.
not one single soul.

but that was then.
I've learnt things now. alhamdulillah.
I wish to be better.

let's pray for each other.

jzkk