inner cry

Assalamualaikum..

As usual..it is my trail of thoughts that I would like to jot down before it wanders too far off.

Seeing others blessed with His hidayah and responding to it in such a way full of belief and passion makes me sebak.

Reflecting back upon myself, daring to admit that I am on this path of  seeking Allah's redha and love, I am distraughted by the lack of passion, himmah and drive that I have.

Again, when you think about it deeply, the answer will always be the same. Your relationship with Allah..how is it going on, my dear? T_T

Allah swt, the reason you exist, the reason you will die, the reason you will be awaken again, the reason for the day of judgement..and..the reason for entering Jannah. Allah..